December...

Sorry for didn't update as often as possible. Normally people will be quite free during year end, but not me.

A children camp just finished last week. A whole week of fun. Real fun. Kids r kids. They are sincere, naive, innocent and a bagful of laughters. Perhaps these are what adult had lost due to growing up and maturing. We should be more like little children. Now, I do understand a little why God the Father loves children so much - child like confidence.

Soon after the holiday camp, my schedule continued with another massive project I've never did before - Inter-churches Christmas Tree Competition. After a week long of painstaking work and thinking we finally managed to assemble a quite impressive work. You can view them through my facebook. After completing this project, I guess with God by myself, there is nothing I cannot do!!!

Even though this year, only staying in Sibu yet I had so much fun and learned something. I experienced how to let God to be God and be a Father to me; and for me, I am just doing what He wishes and enjoying do them. I experienced joy, co-operatuion and fun with kids from other parish where we can working together. Honestly, I miss them a lot. Youth and kids alike. I hope and pray that God will never stop guiding me and never stop showing me how he cares for me until I can never stop praising and thanking Him.

God, all my gratitude is Yours!! For I am Yours!

more..Speechless....

Do they deserve these? U tell me..

My heart just broke when I saw these.. How about you??

A Celebrity in the making...

I admit that I had and having such a fabulous life from young until now. (He..he) In short, I am having the time of my life enjoying every bit n second of my life, even though life is full of ups and downs. Well, that is all part and parcel of life isnt it?

But today, I tasted a bit of celebrity life. I was stalked by someone! Of course I know who that person is. Honestly, it's a mixed feelings for me between surprised and annoyed. Never in my life I dislike someone even though how bad they are until lately. A couple of them to be exact. 3 or 4? I do not bother anyway.

We actually can be friend but what you did is really way beyond acceptable. I am feeling very very "du lan" with you now. So I have decided long ago, we better not be friends. You actually mean nothing to me but problem. I got to ditch a torn in my flesh. Sorry to be cruel but that is the final straw.

I am not going to be angry and I don't mind for you to stalk me because that is your freedom. Nevertheless, I wish you well.

I feel very proud that eventually I have a stalker!!!! Hopefully not a serial one though!

My Heart goes out for you..

This morning while I was helping those SPM students for their Science revision, I noticed a girl student a bit under the weather. When I asked her is she ok, quite instance her tears welled up in her eyes. After letting her to calm down a bit then as usual, I approached her and try to figure things out. The matter came to light that she deeply hurt and disappointed by her teacher's very bad remarks of her. My heart goes out to her. I understood how she felt.

I realized that even though a student might look OK from outside, it doesn't mean that they are OK inside. Their hearts are actually very flimsy and easily broken.

Coming to a different school with different background and methodology; somehow it made me took quite a while to adjust myself , since, from young I came from government school; where my teachers, all are very loving, caring and dedicated. This made me reminiscing back to my 4 'all-time-fav' teachers whom I can still remember vividly until now: Mdm Thilagavathy, Mdm Ann Stella, Mdm Teon Lee Kim and Mdm Linda Yip.

I am thankful that I had wonderful teachers from kindy to primary, then from primary to secondary and finally tertiary level. Those teachers were very supportive, encouraging and full with patience. Not to mention, influential as well. Never for once did they utter a single word of bad remark or discouragement. Perhaps the reason I took up teaching profession is also due to the influence of those teachers.

Nowadays, where have all those good-teachers gone? Aren't teachers supposed to be a good example? Good sense of dressing? Instilling good virtue among students? Encouraging? Optimistic? .... I wonder how come there are not many good teachers around anymore?

To all my students, you all actually can be a better person if you allow yourself to be one. Good luck..!

Counting the days for holiday...

Year 2011 is on the express lane towards year end already... This year all I can remember is moving house to a new place, painting the sitting room with my bros, setting up, then school started; became form teacher...before I can take a short break and now it's almostthe end of the year.Gosh! How time flies!!

Now, it's October..soon comes November and finally December. My Fav time of the year! Christmas! Last year's was quite a celebration; sang a lot of Christmas Carol! This year, I have been putting on weights, again!! Adui.. hope that I can have a nice figure by next year's CNY!

I am still considering of bringing my school kids for a holiday trip to Kuching. 5Days 4NIghts = RM 256.00. (Expensive or not?).... Well, will put that in my to-do list! Hehe!

STREAMYX..what a woe..

Haiz..I just can't help wandering how come the quality of Telekom is really beyond words of praise. My bro just installed the internet for few days when it couldn't be functioning any longer!!! Made in China or what??? We, both of us rang up the telekom which promised us to come to check the next day, eventually that "next day" turned into 2 weeks. When we contacted the contractor, they tried either to avoid or ignore us...1st they said it was the exterior phone port, when they reluctantly finally came (after hundreds of phone calls) yet, they still couldn't figure out what the problem is. Lastly, I resorted to borrow my cousin's modem just to make figure out whether either it's the phone line faulty or the modem. True to my experiment, Aha!!... it was the modem's fault!!I guess tomorrow I have to bring the whole modem to the Telekom centre to redeem a new one.

If you were in our position, what would you do? Can U imagine 2 weeks without internet????

Dog days are over???

U dunno about ME..

Hmm.. many people including my friends thought that they really know me through and through.. but in reality, I don't think they really know me. My nature, I am all that is good but when you try to hurt me, I can be all that is bad. In short, I can be really constructive and destructive at time same time. Hehe..

I describe myself as a simple, humble and low-profile person. I am as normal as I could be. Hehe.. A homey person, love to listen to songs, reading magazines and fun facts. Hanging out is my all time fav at places when I can really enjoy myself chit chatting away with friends while enjoying good food and atmosphere.

Now, come to the ugliest part. Since I seldom, more appropriate, never, not for once that I turn ugly in public eye so you might get the shock of your life if you see one. Hehe..trust me, you don't want to find faults with me or you will regret.

I appreciate all and whatever that is good- stuff, friends, family and small lil stuff. But when I have put in all my effort in conserving something, I really meant it, especially friends. He or she will really make me fed-up if they are trying to pull me down or create unnecessary fight. Once I get over that person, it is offically good-bye! If I have made up my mind, there is no point of turning back even thought how sorry for what one has done.

I couldn't stand persons that have a hell lot of tantrums and expecting me to console them, well that is not my nature. Mine, I tend to be more sensible and forgiving and move on rather than holding grundges and revenges. I console them once, twice and third time..after that I will cut off the string. It's as simple as that! Once I let go, it's considered done.

P/S: This goes out to someone out there. Sorry that U r nothing to me from now on. I had apologized for things I never did yet you expected more from me. That really crossed the line. U can go on with your endless emos and tantrums, but please don't ever try to come close. I don't need a friend like you. U don't even fit to become a friend since you never know how to be one and appreciate one. All the best..dis is definitely a good bye!

Gals: Don't think you are a girl U can throw as much tantrums as you like. Don't be a B**ch!!

Guys: A real guy never ever throw tantrums or revengeful. If you are one, then U r a d**n faggot!!!!

Get a life U moron!! Hehe..

Dis is not LOVE...

It's heart wreakening to see that nowadays there are more and more babies being dumped like garbage waste. Who to blame? My opinion, first of all Parents then the society. You might be wondering why do I say so.. for me, as a parents, they should take extreme care and eye-on their children - whatever they do, their friends and their growing up stages especially in adolescent where questions bout "birds and bess" are their favourite topic.

Next, the society. Woe to those people who thought that marriage is everything. Finding GF and BF is not the only thing that matters in one's life. Finding a meaningful life doesn't mean by marriage.. it depends on how you colour your life with successes and accomplishments. Open up your bloody eyes to take a look around you. In this modern era, how many marriages are successful? Can you guarantee Fidelity? Not ALL married people are happy....

It is not LOVE, if you

...are boring... cos you are looking for companion and things to do

...do not know how to take care of yourself yet you are trying to take care of others

...need attention because your family and your siblings are afar from you

...want it when everyone around you have it

...only trying to know how it is like

...are lustful and only thinking about dirty stuff

...do not respect yourself what more to say toward others

LOVE is not about SEX... SEX DOESN'T MEAN LOVE...

You play with LOVE.. the consequences...

...in the end it is LOVE that will MURDER YOU!!!

...will DESTROY your future, especially girls

...make you a MURDERER.. cos surely you will go for abortion if you found out that you are pregnant!!

...LOVE doesn't put food on the table.. now you don't want to study, then, in the future, no money, no job, no future..by then who is going to feed you. Eat grass ah?

LOVE is ready for those who are matured enough to handle..

can you??????

Added le..

Kids..since U complained my blog is tuneless so I added a music playlist le.. enjoy ba..

Hehe..Unsung Heroes..

Everytime when I am flipping through my picture folder, it never fails to bring laughter to me. I laugh not because of some silly stuff I've done. I laught because of all those 'people' who bring smiles to me. They never fail to cheer up my moody blues, they are young but cute. Even though they might be nasty at times. Sometimes, it made me wonder how could I managed to handle all these lil minions hehehe...

Coming to Catholic High School have let me experience a whole different teaching methodology. Meeting different and peculiar students...hahaha.. Very unique and exceptional! I hope that in years to come at Catholic High School, I will enjoy every school day and meeting great kids..

Even though they are young but I salute them! I salute them for teaching me lessons that I can never learn elsewhere.. therefore, they are my Unsung Heroes...

My Cute Kids..

Sorry kids.. sometime being a good teacher is very very difficult.. hehehe..punish=discipline..

Dog days are over!!

Nice Song .....

There are some of favourite tunes that I am listening to now... nice one...

1. Bruno Mars - It will rain

2. Lady Gaga - You and I

3. Nicky Minaj - Super bass

4. Selena Gomez - Love You Like A Love Song

5. Kelly Clarkson - Mr. Know It All

Another day just over in the month of October..

Believe it or not, in just a twinkling of an eye, another whole week is almost over. T.G.I.F..hehe...well, it is another normal school day, only that today I had lunch with a colleague of mine and a small didi. (The reason I brought him along is because he is the youngest one at home and always skips his lunch.) At times, I like to hang out at Thompson Corner where I can enjoy my favourite chicken dumpling and peach ice special. Yum! After that, I went back and took my wonderful afternoon nap.. hehehe..

Kids keep on coming up (almost everyday!!) to ask whether I will organizeayear end trip to anywhere. I love to plan one but at the moment feeling a bit lazy to do so. I always hate to be the only one who is responsible from arranging accommodation to bus serviceand planning the whole-week visitation. It's a mind crackling work and hell lot of paper work to be done.

Ah..If not mistaken, a teacher approached me yesterday, again, she asked whether I will be going to arrange another trip to Similajau National Park before the year end holiday starts. How could I say no since I love that place no matter that. It's a very convenient place since you have everything provided there from barbecue pit to accommodation to jungle-trekking activities. Moreover it is only 20 minutes away from the town district of Bintulu.... So, I am going to mark my calendar for that event. Hehe..

( I really enjoy early morning stroll on the beach; having my toes playing with the milky white sands while the morning cool breeze kissing my cheeks..)

Going to take short break now.. watching TV.. hehe..

XOXO,

Cas

LOVE to hang out...

I always looking forward to every weekend where either I can sleep the whole afternoon or hang out with friends.. close friends.. I like to hang out especially at Pizza Hut, McD or any other local kopi tiam with a variety of finger food..

I am not a big eater but I like to hang out at a place where I can sit for hours chit chatting away. Trying to catch up with friends. Honestly, I very much prefer those who really can click. So, from now on I resolve and make sure that I only go out with those whom I can really call friend. I do faced a lot of people claiming to be a friend but in fact they are not.

1. One should not waste your time, money or energy on those who never show appreciation over what you have done for them.
2. Only appreciate those who made an effort trying to keep in touch with you.
3. Discard all those useless friends with masks on their face.

Trip to Similajau National Park, Bintulu

Proud to Stand Up for Myself...

Since my blog just started a couple of hours ago, I guess it would be more appropriate that I write something just to fill up my blog's content bit by bit. Otherwise it will be another boring blog. HeHe..

Well, today started off quite tricky for me. As usual, fulfilling my duty; I continued on with my daily routine. Just I was about to step into my class during the 2nd period, I was confronted by another "Imported" colleague (if you get what I mean). She accused me of teaching her class English - foul languages and encouraging them to scold her with that. My 1st thought is.." R u crazy? and followed by "My,my.. r u trying to find faults with me? I don't give a damn ok?"

That Kind of statement is really absurd!!! Ah.. I shouldn't blame a foreigner ma.. she doesn't understands English very well. I stood up for myself by saying "Teacher, I don't know what are you thinking. Saying I taught your kids foul languages just to scold you? " Then she was dumb-folded. ....The day went by with a lil sense of satisfaction. I do not let people try to bully me. Even though I am a young teacher but that doesn't mean I am not capable of taking up my job as a teacher. In fact, I am more capable of carrying out my job well and I can be a great teacher. .. Hehe..

Another event that I stood up for myself is.. I am really tired of this friend of mine..or should I say ex-friend? He left me no choice but just to ignore him from now on. The thing which I felt uneasy and funny is that this friend of mine told me that if I want to hang out with him , I should let both of his girl-friends know first. Yes, 2 girl friends at once. OMG!!!!! He said that both his gfs was threatened by existence. WTF!!! Read my lips b**ches: I AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR GOOD-4-NOTHING BF!!!! Morever, I am not a gay. Even if I am a gay, your bf will be never made it to my choice bf list!! He is not even fit to become my friend(cos he has a hell lot of tantrums!) So, I decided to bid ADIEU!!!

p/s: Now you B**ches, be worry-free ba..

Thanks to all my kids, friends and brothers who never fail to let me feel appreciated all the time. Less of you doesn't make any changes to me.. Hahahaha... Now who is laughing last now...

Kee Hou: Thanks for being my 1st reader!!!

What an exciting day!!!! hehehe....Life is sweet...

Welcome.. once again...

Finally I have my own internet stream line again. It seems it was quite ages ago since my last posting on my blogs. Therefore, once again... WELCOME!! Try to say this word : Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious aloud!!!! hehhehhee